Our Chaotic Ramblings

I don't know how beautiful you are. I can tell you that you're very pretty, But I don't know how beautiful you are. You see, beauty to me is more than just what I see. It's what I hear, the sweet affirmations that bring me comfort in the darkness. It's what I think, smiling as I'm constantly reminded by the person I want to hold onto. It's what I feel, the mending of a fragile heart that broke ages ago. There are many pretty people like you on the planet, But I won't ever kno

I would have tortured myself forever To see you smile for a day, But now my secrets have been unraveled And my facade must fade away.

I lost the ability to hide my pain behind a smile. I lost the foolish bliss I had that made my agony worthwhile. I lost the happy dream and am now living in a nightmare. I lost the delusion that any of my friends actually care. I lost the comfort of making jokes in my discomfort. I lost the motivation to continue planning my last resort. I lost the trust that I felt when spending time with those I hold dear. I lost the reason I had to stay here. I lost the choice to confess m

It's been a few months since I heard from you, But I still think of you every day. You have become a ghost inside my heart, And I am the only one to blame. It's been years since I've last seen you, But I remember your voice, your face, your name. You have become a skeleton in my closet, Though you still look exactly the same. It's been ages since I felt you, But I can always feel the pain. You have become a demon in the darkness, May the light help you find your way. It's

He wanted to play guitar and sell his soul to a record label in hopes of all he could gain. He wanted to sell out in arenas with thousands of adoring fans cheering his name. He wanted enough money to buy a huge mansion, twenty cars, and a jet plane. He wanted to win awards, walk the red carpet, and earn his place in the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. He wanted to experiment with drugs and party all night long. He wanted to drink his problems away, not caring if he was right or

I'm in search for the perfect gift, One of priceless value. It needs to be something that could be useful every day And benefit me in dozens of different ways. It needs to be better than any I used in the past And, through gentle care, will (for a long time) last. It needs to be something that will put a smile on all those who see it And assist in rescuing those trapped in the life-sucking, heart-drowning, dark pit. It needs to be something that can pass wisdom down to the ch