Our Chaotic Ramblings

I don't know how beautiful you are. I can tell you that you're very pretty, But I don't know how beautiful you are. You see, beauty to me is more than just what I see. It's what I hear, the sweet affirmations that bring me comfort in the darkness. It's what I think, smiling as I'm constantly reminded by the person I want to hold onto. It's what I feel, the mending of a fragile heart that broke ages ago. There are many pretty people like you on the planet, But I won't ever kno

I would have tortured myself forever To see you smile for a day, But now my secrets have been unraveled And my facade must fade away.

I lost the ability to hide my pain behind a smile. I lost the foolish bliss I had that made my agony worthwhile. I lost the happy dream and am now living in a nightmare. I lost the delusion that any of my friends actually care. I lost the comfort of making jokes in my discomfort. I lost the motivation to continue planning my last resort. I lost the trust that I felt when spending time with those I hold dear. I lost the reason I had to stay here. I lost the choice to confess m

It's been a few months since I heard from you, But I still think of you every day. You have become a ghost inside my heart, And I am the only one to blame. It's been years since I've last seen you, But I remember your voice, your face, your name. You have become a skeleton in my closet, Though you still look exactly the same. It's been ages since I felt you, But I can always feel the pain. You have become a demon in the darkness, May the light help you find your way. It's