Dear Mr. President

45th and 47th President of the United States of America.

I doubt you'll take the time to read this, President Donald Trump, as your schedule is likely filled with pressing matters that demand your attention far more than a message from an ordinary citizen like myself. Nevertheless, I feel compelled to share my thoughts with you, not from a place of personal grievance or individual experience, but rather from a deep concern for the citizens of this nation, the very people you pledged to support, uplift, and protect when you took office. I can vividly recall your inauguration day—an event marked by a palpable sense of hope and anticipation. You made that promise not just once but twice, reinforcing your commitment to the American people and your intention to prioritize their needs above all else. However, as I observe the current state of affairs in our country, it appears that instead of improving, the situation is only becoming more dire, and this reality is profoundly troubling.

During your first term, I thought you performed reasonably well in several areas; there were notable achievements that many of your supporters celebrated with enthusiasm, and your approach resonated with a significant portion of the population. You championed policies that aimed to revitalize the economy, bolster national security, and reshape international relations in a way that many believed was long overdue. However, as we navigate through the complexities of your second term, I must express my growing disillusionment. The challenges we face today seem more daunting and multifaceted than ever before, and the policies being implemented do not appear to adequately address the pressing issues that are affecting everyday Americans. It fills me with regret as I reflect on my decision to cast my vote for you not just once, but twice, as I find myself increasingly questioning the direction in which you are steering this nation.

I recognize that I do not agree with all of your decisions, and I acknowledge that no leader is without flaws. However, during your first term, you seemed to embody the notion of being the lesser of two evils in a political landscape that often feels overwhelmingly divisive and contentious. Many of us believed in your vision and the potential for transformative change that you represented. Yet, as time goes on, it becomes increasingly difficult to reconcile that initial hope with the current reality we are experiencing. The concerns of your constituents—issues such as economic instability, social unrest, and the ongoing struggles related to public health—are becoming more pronounced and urgent, while the responses from your administration seem inadequate and, at times, disconnected from the lived experiences of the people you serve.

As a citizen who once placed my faith in your leadership, I urge you to take a moment to reflect on your promises and consider the real impact of your policies on the lives of ordinary Americans. The discontent among the populace is palpable, and it is essential to remember that the true measure of a leader is not merely found in the promises made during a campaign or at an inauguration, but rather in the tangible results that affect the well-being of the people they are sworn to serve. It is my sincere hope that you will take the time to listen to the voices of your constituents, to engage with their concerns, and to strive to bridge the widening gap between your administration and the citizens who look to you for guidance, support, and, most importantly, effective leadership in these challenging times.

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No News is Good News

Watching the news has become an increasingly significant source of discomfort for me, as I find myself feeling more and more repulsed by the relentless barrage of the world's horrors that seem to invade our daily lives. The images and stories that flood the airwaves often depict a reality that is not only grim but also deeply distressing, making it exceedingly difficult to maintain a sense of peace and tranquility in my own life. Each news segment seems to highlight a new tragedy, whether it be natural disasters, acts of violence, or political turmoil, creating a pervasive atmosphere of dread that seeps into my thoughts and feelings. This constant exposure to negativity can feel like an insurmountable weight, pressing down on my spirit and draining my energy.

In this tumultuous context, I have come to believe that ignorance truly feels like bliss, and it is a choice I have made deliberately for my own mental well-being. I have found that by stepping back from the constant influx of negative news, I can reclaim a sense of calm that had been eroded by anxiety and despair. The decision to tune out the news is not one I arrived at lightly; it is a conscious act of self-preservation, a way to protect my mental health from the incessant cycle of fear and tragedy that seems to dominate the headlines. When people question whether I am out of touch for not keeping up with current events, I readily admit that I am indeed out of the loop, and I embrace this state of being wholeheartedly. This choice is not made lightly; it is a conscious decision to shield myself from the negativity that seems to permeate the news cycle, which often feels like an unending loop of despair.

In contrast to my approach, my mother-in-law, an avid consumer of news, watches it incessantly, often glued to the screen for hours on end. I have observed how this habit only serves to heighten her anxiety levels significantly, as she becomes increasingly agitated by the unfolding crises around the world. This constant exposure to distressing information has a tangible and detrimental impact on her mental health, leading to sleepless nights and a pervasive sense of worry that clouds her daily life. I have chosen to avoid such a fate for myself, recognizing that my mental health is paramount. I have come to realize that I no longer experience the anxiety that once plagued me, and I prefer to maintain this newfound sense of calm and serenity in my life.

Furthermore, I have grown increasingly skeptical of the information presented in the news, as I often find that much of what is reported is either misleading, false, or greatly exaggerated to elicit a stronger emotional response from viewers. This skepticism has led me to question the motives behind the stories being told and the narratives being constructed. It is disheartening to observe the actions being taken by leaders and individuals in positions of power, while simultaneously noticing the glaring absence of effective measures to support our country as a whole. There seems to be a profound disconnect between the rhetoric often espoused by those in authority and the tangible actions that could lead to meaningful change. I feel a sense of frustration as I witness this disparity; it is as if there exists a vast chasm between intention and execution. Even you, President Trump, despite your position of power and influence, cannot control every aspect of the complex landscape we navigate on a daily basis. It serves as a reminder that while leadership is undeniably crucial, it is equally important for individuals to take responsibility for their own communities and work towards fostering positive change, rather than relying solely on those in power to solve every problem.

In the grand scheme of things, I often find myself questioning why I should invest my emotional energy into worrying about the chaos that seems to engulf the world when my immediate surroundings are in such desperate need of attention and care.

## Local Issues Over Global Woes

I reside in a fairly large tourist town, a place that may appear vibrant and lively on the surface, but beneath this façade lies a multitude of pressing issues that are often overlooked by those who visit. The reality is that there are gangs operating in the shadows, a pervasive drug problem that affects countless lives, widespread poverty that is often hidden from view, wasted resources that could be better utilized, and crime that disrupts the very fabric of our community. The list of challenges we face could go on and on, and it is these local issues that demand my focus and concern. I believe that by directing my attention to the needs of my community, I can contribute to creating a more positive and supportive environment for those around me, rather than becoming overwhelmed by the seemingly insurmountable problems that exist on a global scale.

I have started to engage with local organizations that address these issues, whether it be through volunteering my time, donating resources, or simply raising awareness about the challenges we face. In doing so, I hope to inspire others to also look inward and address the issues that affect us all at a local level, fostering a sense of unity and collective responsibility. By focusing on our community, we can build connections that transcend the despair often portrayed in the news. It is my belief that true change begins at home, and by investing our energy into the lives of those around us, we can create a ripple effect that may eventually lead to broader societal improvements.

In this way, I find purpose and fulfillment, channeling my concerns into actionable steps that can make a difference, rather than succumbing to the overwhelming tide of negativity that threatens to drown us all. Ultimately, the choice to disengage from the constant stream of distressing news has allowed me to cultivate a more meaningful existence, one that prioritizes local engagement and collective upliftment over the pervasive gloom that dominates the headlines.

I have discovered that the more I engage with my community, the more I see the potential for positive change. Each small action, whether it be organizing a food drive, participating in community clean-ups, or simply offering support to neighbors in need, contributes to a larger tapestry of resilience and hope. It is within these local interactions that I find my strength and motivation to continue pushing forward, even when the world outside feels chaotic and uncertain. By focusing on what I can control, I reclaim my agency and contribute to a brighter future, not just for myself, but for everyone around me.

In the end, this commitment to my community not only enriches my own life but also helps to foster a sense of solidarity and shared purpose that can be a powerful antidote to the despair often depicted in the news. It is through this lens of local engagement that I can cultivate a meaningful existence, one where my actions resonate positively within my immediate surroundings, ultimately leading to a more harmonious and supportive community.

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Here's What I Observe

Everywhere I look, I see people who are broken and desperately need help, which they are not receiving from our fellow citizens. It is a heartbreaking reality that many individuals are struggling with various forms of hardship—be it emotional, psychological, or financial—and yet, the support systems that should be in place often fall short. The statistics are alarming: millions of people find themselves grappling with issues such as depression, anxiety, unemployment, and homelessness, yet the resources available to them are often inadequate or inaccessible. To clarify, there are indeed individuals making efforts to assist those in need, such as volunteers, social workers, and community organizations that strive to provide resources and aid. These dedicated individuals work tirelessly, often with limited funding and resources, to offer a lifeline to those in distress. However, the number of those in need greatly surpasses those who are providing help, creating a significant gap that leaves many feeling isolated and unsupported. This disparity highlights not only the overwhelming demand for assistance but also the urgent need for a more robust network of support that can reach those who are suffering. It calls for a collective response from our society, urging us to come together to create a more compassionate and understanding environment where everyone has access to the help they require.

I've been fortunate to have a variety of jobs and witness many different things throughout my life. While many might see having numerous jobs as a negative, I view it differently. In my 39 years, I’ve gained a wealth of knowledge and experience, more than most people might accumulate in a lifetime. Each position I have held has contributed to my understanding of the world and the complexities of human behavior. From working in fast-paced environments that demanded quick thinking and adaptability to roles that required deep empathy and patience, I have seen the spectrum of human experience. This diverse background has equipped me with insights that allow me to empathize with those who are struggling. I have learned the importance of listening actively and responding with compassion, recognizing that everyone has their own unique story and challenges. Furthermore, this doesn’t even include the unpleasant aspects of my military service, which taught me resilience and the importance of mental health awareness. My time in service was not just about duty; it was also a profound lesson in the challenges many veterans face when they return to civilian life. The transition back to a society that often overlooks their sacrifices can be jarring, leaving many feeling lost and unsupported.

By the way, Mr. President, I dedicated 15 years of my life to the military, only to be dismissed for taking care of my mental health. This experience was not just a personal battle; it reflects a larger issue within our society regarding the stigma surrounding mental health, especially among veterans. The challenges I faced during my service and after have opened my eyes to the urgent need for a cultural shift in how we perceive and support mental health. It is crucial to recognize that prioritizing mental well-being is not a sign of weakness but rather an essential step towards recovery and reintegration into society. The perception that seeking help equates to failure must be dismantled, as it prevents countless individuals from accessing the support they need. But that's a story for another time—one that I hope will resonate with others and spark conversations about how we can better support those who have served and those who are struggling in silence. It is imperative that we advocate for policies that promote mental health awareness, increase funding for mental health services, and foster an environment where asking for help is not only accepted but encouraged. Only then can we begin to bridge the gap between those in need and the support systems that can truly make a difference in their lives.

How I feel on the inside when I think about what the government is doing to our country.